Safety.

Well, I seem to have gone without posting much as of late. I guess I’ve been a little down and cranky. Of course, I’m sure anyone who’s started new birth control knows how that is. I find that for the first few days of it, I end up getting the same symptoms as a pregnant chick, because my body’s getting used to the pill, of course — for the most part, pregnant chicks are the lucky ones, since they’re not bleeding!

Anyway, I had a lovely experience last night / early this morning. (Non sexual, for once. Haha, crazy eh?) But I guess I was having some sort of nightmare. Not entirely one of those really horrible ones (because apparently I start shaking, moving around, and breathing really heavily in my sleep when I’m having a really horrible nightmares, and B usually wakes me up from it), but enough to make me a little uneasy upon waking up. Of course, it’s probably only like 5 in the morning when I wake up from it. And I don’t entirely remember what it was about, but all I can recall is that it has something to do with an explosion. Anyhow, within like seconds of me waking up, and starting to feel uneasy, B rolls over and wraps his arm around me, pulling me right in close to him. Hell, he was half asleep, and probably didn’t even realize I’d just had a nightmare, but it was still nice.

I felt… protected and safe. Which I think is really good. I mean, I basically submit and will do whatever it is that he asks of me, whenever it is that he asks, and in return… I know he’s looking out for me, and protecting me sort of thing. Which is good, because I know that some relationships with the D/S element in them end up with just the submissive giving up everything and the dominant just being selfish, instead of looking out for the best interests of their sub, but still expecting their orders to be followed.

It was nice, I must say.

So, has anyone else experienced such a thing? Leave a comment!